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Apprehension

by Monda

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Is it weird I'm missing you and it'll be the third time seeing you since I've felt a certain way Should've rang back in the winter But decided to let the thought simmer I can't get ahead of myself I let the world go by While you were perched inside my eye How do I bridge this absence? I don't care for the miles I'd have to drive to see your smile I just hope we find the time
2.
The Nerve 01:48
What'd you say? What'd she say to you? I know you've talked about it and I'm feeling like this isn't true It's been multiple hours since I've smelled the flowers and I've thought a lot about her You're the only thing on my mind You're the only thing on my mind It's sad cause I will never find the nerve to tell you what's on my mind What'd you say? What'd she say to you? I know you've talked about it and I'm feeling like this isn't true It's been multiple hours since I've smelled the flowers and I've thought a lot about her You're the only thing on my mind You're the only thing on my mind It's sad cause I will never find the nerve to tell you what's on my mind
3.
Supersonic waves of love crash into my sand You've kidnapped the glove that fits snuggly onto my hand Engrossed in my mind you'll find clippings of your zeal I'll wait for the moment to reveal
4.
There's a coldness to your touch that I don't care for much You're my crutch and I think you should act as such There's no point in wrapping gifts when the paper's all thrown away You've got fire in your eyes for tons of other skies (and you know that) But will they recognize your guise or will you hit them by surprise? (will they know that?) There's no point in wrapping gifts when the paper's all thrown away
5.
Stiff 01:15
I need you to stop tipping me off Once a week when I see your face It sends me down a cliff I need me to stop pissing me off Once a week when I see your grace It makes my legs go stiff
6.
I'm lacking your love Now I've called your bluff I can't help myself I'm craving your charm When you latched on my arm It felt so good I'll be patient if I hear a word Make your statement heard I'll be waiting for the bird
7.
Quick look at my phone line Your name is looking bone dry I'm worried 'bout your safety Haven't heard from you lately I'll travel the world for you If you'll wait for me Silver spoon and a ladle, baby You'll have it all for free I'd keeping singing for you but you've tuned me out again And I need someone to be there When I have some fries to share And I'll wait until your phone misdials and you call me again You'll lie to me like you don't care As it eats me up again
8.
I want to visit town But there's no one around When I said come on down I didn't mean to drown The yellow on your head Turned to me and said "I see no more red You and me are dead"
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I'd Be Wrong 01:39
I've been living on my own I haven't thought, I haven't grown And I've been digging through my phone to look for you I've been gone for far too long I haven't sought another song And I'll be lonely, I'd be wrong to search for you
10.
Relic 02:05
You're not the bookend you're just a piece of time A relic for her mind to find some peace of mind All of your love gets filtered through a mask Poured out in the shade like a meal you can't pass You're not the bookend you're just a piece of time A relic for her mind to find some peace of mind All of your love gets filtered through a mask Poured out in the shade like a meal you can't pass
11.
Alone again at the start of the night A part of me thought it'd be alright When the clock strikes 12 I can't look around I'm the only one making a sound Loneliness walks the brain down different paths A constant swing and miss of the bat Alone still at the end of the night time Wet cheeks go to bed in the midst of their prime
12.
When my receipt comes in from what my day has cost I waft defeat in waves so no one can ever tell I'm made to brunt the blow of daily repertoire The losses sting in swarms covered gently by a veil I've had no taste of hope I'm never satisfied Negatives pile up and crush my spinal cord When the light begins to fade You'll see my hand at the switch
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Chestnut 01:48

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25 minutes of acoustic musings and sensitive music.

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released April 19, 2024

Written, Recorded, and Produced by Mike Maietta.
You and Me Are Dead originally by Radar & Satellite.
Recorded in The Dungeon, Totowa, NJ from December '23 - February '24

Thanks to:
Garrett Frink - Vocals, Bass (track 3)
Brandon Sanchez - Artwork

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